I was talking to my mother trying to get her and my grandmother to stop worrying about me so much. I've never gotten into any trouble but they worry so much, they don't like to hear if I am out in the store at night. I know they love me but we all end up living our own life. My mother and grandmother has alot that they are growing thru and I don't want them to burden themselves about me. They stress so easily and mothers chest gives her problems once stressed.
My mother asked me if I worried about her and my answer was no. I explained to her that I love her but if I have no control over something then there's no need to worry. I can only hope that my mother knows how to watch her surroundings and know what's good and not. I pray for my family and friends every night. I feel like everyone is in Gods hand and there's nothing I can do.
Everytime we get into conversations like that I feel so misunderstood and bad. I feel like my family thinks I have no heart and don't care about them. I can tell them over and over how much I care. All my mother can say is "my daughter" as she is shaking her head.
Just maybe one day they will understand me. I can only pray.
Peace and Blessings
~Simplicity
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