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Monday, July 5, 2010
4th of July
I had such a beautiful night. My 'friend' (I wish it was more) called me and asked if I wanted to ride on the motorcycle. I love riding the bike with him. To my surprise we rode out to watch the fireworks. It was so cool, because I couldn't remember the last time I saw them. It was such a beautiful night and even better with my company.
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Trials
I have spent my time in college from age 18 to 29, bought a house and just graduated with an MBA. I am so blessed but it took a lot of work and days of stress. Well, I will be 30 this year and still no close friends to chill with. I've always hung out with men because they were so laid back, like me. I am single but really not that important. I really would like someone to chill with and to travel with. I guess my question is, how do you meet friends and is there anything wrong with traveling alone?
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Boxer Puppy
My puppy, Neko is now 4 months and he was neutered last Thursday. Now, if you know boxers they have a lot of energy. The Vet told me not to let him play for 2 weeks and until he comes back. So, I am having such a hard time with him. He has so much energy built up that he is all over the place.
Before he drives himself crazy or feel like he's in prison, I might need to walk him this weekend. I feel bad from him because ge wants to play but he plays so rough. He hasn't learned how to play without biting. Any suggestions?
-- Post From My iPhone
Before he drives himself crazy or feel like he's in prison, I might need to walk him this weekend. I feel bad from him because ge wants to play but he plays so rough. He hasn't learned how to play without biting. Any suggestions?
-- Post From My iPhone
Monday, August 10, 2009
Misunderstood by family
I was talking to my mother trying to get her and my grandmother to stop worrying about me so much. I've never gotten into any trouble but they worry so much, they don't like to hear if I am out in the store at night. I know they love me but we all end up living our own life. My mother and grandmother has alot that they are growing thru and I don't want them to burden themselves about me. They stress so easily and mothers chest gives her problems once stressed.
My mother asked me if I worried about her and my answer was no. I explained to her that I love her but if I have no control over something then there's no need to worry. I can only hope that my mother knows how to watch her surroundings and know what's good and not. I pray for my family and friends every night. I feel like everyone is in Gods hand and there's nothing I can do.
Everytime we get into conversations like that I feel so misunderstood and bad. I feel like my family thinks I have no heart and don't care about them. I can tell them over and over how much I care. All my mother can say is "my daughter" as she is shaking her head.
Just maybe one day they will understand me. I can only pray.
Peace and Blessings
~Simplicity
-- Post From My iPhone
My mother asked me if I worried about her and my answer was no. I explained to her that I love her but if I have no control over something then there's no need to worry. I can only hope that my mother knows how to watch her surroundings and know what's good and not. I pray for my family and friends every night. I feel like everyone is in Gods hand and there's nothing I can do.
Everytime we get into conversations like that I feel so misunderstood and bad. I feel like my family thinks I have no heart and don't care about them. I can tell them over and over how much I care. All my mother can say is "my daughter" as she is shaking her head.
Just maybe one day they will understand me. I can only pray.
Peace and Blessings
~Simplicity
-- Post From My iPhone
Wedding on Fridays?!?
So, I attended a wedding a week ago on a Friday!! Yes, I know, my thoughts exactly. I felt so rushed because I was cleaning out my apartment and that just so happen to be the last day I had to leave. I waited 3 hours for the American Veterens to pick up some items. By the tome they came I literally had an hour and a half to get ready. First of all, it's Fridsy and the traffic is hectic.
The wedding started at 6pm and I managed to arrive at 6:03pm. I'm thinking I'm late but upon walking towards the door I see a groomsman walking outside all calm. Well, the wedding started an hour late because the bride and her bridesmades were late.
The actual wedding lasted 45 min. I've never been at a wedding that lasted so long. Now the positive...it was a beautiful wedding! The bride and groom cried when saying their own vows. After the wedding they wanted to take pictures of all the guests but it started raining.
The reception started almost 3 hrs late because since the bridesmades were late the had to take their picture. On the way to the reception one if the bridesmades got lost which also held up the process. Needless to say they had the room until 1am and I left around 11:30.
Friday weddings shouldn't be given unless truly needed. Your guests want to enjoy that wonderful day with the bride and groom. With rush traffic and last minute things it's hard to relax.
Peace and Blessings to All!!!
~Simplicity
-- Post From My iPhone
The wedding started at 6pm and I managed to arrive at 6:03pm. I'm thinking I'm late but upon walking towards the door I see a groomsman walking outside all calm. Well, the wedding started an hour late because the bride and her bridesmades were late.
The actual wedding lasted 45 min. I've never been at a wedding that lasted so long. Now the positive...it was a beautiful wedding! The bride and groom cried when saying their own vows. After the wedding they wanted to take pictures of all the guests but it started raining.
The reception started almost 3 hrs late because since the bridesmades were late the had to take their picture. On the way to the reception one if the bridesmades got lost which also held up the process. Needless to say they had the room until 1am and I left around 11:30.
Friday weddings shouldn't be given unless truly needed. Your guests want to enjoy that wonderful day with the bride and groom. With rush traffic and last minute things it's hard to relax.
Peace and Blessings to All!!!
~Simplicity
-- Post From My iPhone
Sunday, August 9, 2009
My Life
Wow...I wrote so much earlier on my iphone and it didn't even save it.
Well, this is the first time blogging and I wouldn't have ever thought that I would be blogging. I just felt that there could be someone else out there that is going thru the same situation.
I am 28, not married and no children. Just a brief summary about my childhood from high school. I played basketball and worked while in school. My father wasn't in my life like he should have and he only lived about 10 minutes away. In the 12th grade, I worked 2 jobs to prepare for my future. I needed a car to get back and forth to college. I wanted to attend a 4 year school but nobody really seemed interested so my family sent me to a community college. That was completed and I then went on to receive my Bachelors and currently working on my Masters. I was the first to finish college, in hopes that it will be a stepping stone for others to follow.
My mother remarried when I was 12 and he was a pretty cool person. But we seem to always bump heads. I never got into any trouble outside the home but seemed to always stay in trouble at home. I was kicked out of the home 4 months after high school graduation. I then went to live with my grandmother for 5 months until I found an apartment. I stayed in the same apartment complex for 9 years and just recently bought a house.
I wanted so much for my family to be happy for me even though I never ask for help. My father and I still had a rocky relationship. He only called when he wanted something and felt like when he called I was suppose to drop everything. For some reason he felt like I owed him something because of the title. What about what I wanted and want.....didn't seem to matter. When I was 17 I bought my father a shirt for christmas and he threw it back in me and my sisters face. He told us that he deserved more than that. He has done some hurtful things.... When my bday comes around he sends me a card with $20 in it thru my sister. So this past Fathers Day, he called me about a week before Fathers Day to remind me and tell me what he wanted (selfish if you ask me). So, I sent my gift that he asked me for thru my sister. I didn't do it as a smack in the face but only that I was tired from school and moving. Well, he went over to my sister house and made her cry since we didn't make it over to see him for Fathers Day. She was going to drop off the gift the following day. I have more of a thicker skin....well, I don't show my emotions. My sister called and it really hurt me to know that he went over to her house because he knew he would see the hurt in her face. He called me fussing saying that he was tired of everything. I found that sort of funny, because I told him I've been tired but because he is my father I respected him and let things slide. I also told him that we need to talk face to face because there are some things that we need to sort out. He didn't want to hear that and hung up on me. Needless to say that he keeps in contact with my younger sister but hasn't spoken to me since.
I went to my friends wedding last week and almost cried when I saw his bride dancing with her father. Because my father is stubborn I don't think I will have that moment in my (future) wedding. It hurts me the most to know that I never had that father in my life to guide me. It only showed me how not to show my emotions. If it had not been for God I wouldn't know where my strength would have came from.
People call me hard or that nothing hurts me. I wish that one day people can see me for who I am and to know that I am human like everyone else. My pain keeps me from showing it in front of others but I want to work on changing that. I don't want to feel like showing emotions is always weakness. I want to have that special relationship between a daughter and father, also to have a wonderful relationship with my future husband and to be best friends.
Well, it is late but more to come about Simplicity.
Peace and Blessing to All!!!
--post From My iPhone
Well, this is the first time blogging and I wouldn't have ever thought that I would be blogging. I just felt that there could be someone else out there that is going thru the same situation.
I am 28, not married and no children. Just a brief summary about my childhood from high school. I played basketball and worked while in school. My father wasn't in my life like he should have and he only lived about 10 minutes away. In the 12th grade, I worked 2 jobs to prepare for my future. I needed a car to get back and forth to college. I wanted to attend a 4 year school but nobody really seemed interested so my family sent me to a community college. That was completed and I then went on to receive my Bachelors and currently working on my Masters. I was the first to finish college, in hopes that it will be a stepping stone for others to follow.
My mother remarried when I was 12 and he was a pretty cool person. But we seem to always bump heads. I never got into any trouble outside the home but seemed to always stay in trouble at home. I was kicked out of the home 4 months after high school graduation. I then went to live with my grandmother for 5 months until I found an apartment. I stayed in the same apartment complex for 9 years and just recently bought a house.
I wanted so much for my family to be happy for me even though I never ask for help. My father and I still had a rocky relationship. He only called when he wanted something and felt like when he called I was suppose to drop everything. For some reason he felt like I owed him something because of the title. What about what I wanted and want.....didn't seem to matter. When I was 17 I bought my father a shirt for christmas and he threw it back in me and my sisters face. He told us that he deserved more than that. He has done some hurtful things.... When my bday comes around he sends me a card with $20 in it thru my sister. So this past Fathers Day, he called me about a week before Fathers Day to remind me and tell me what he wanted (selfish if you ask me). So, I sent my gift that he asked me for thru my sister. I didn't do it as a smack in the face but only that I was tired from school and moving. Well, he went over to my sister house and made her cry since we didn't make it over to see him for Fathers Day. She was going to drop off the gift the following day. I have more of a thicker skin....well, I don't show my emotions. My sister called and it really hurt me to know that he went over to her house because he knew he would see the hurt in her face. He called me fussing saying that he was tired of everything. I found that sort of funny, because I told him I've been tired but because he is my father I respected him and let things slide. I also told him that we need to talk face to face because there are some things that we need to sort out. He didn't want to hear that and hung up on me. Needless to say that he keeps in contact with my younger sister but hasn't spoken to me since.
I went to my friends wedding last week and almost cried when I saw his bride dancing with her father. Because my father is stubborn I don't think I will have that moment in my (future) wedding. It hurts me the most to know that I never had that father in my life to guide me. It only showed me how not to show my emotions. If it had not been for God I wouldn't know where my strength would have came from.
People call me hard or that nothing hurts me. I wish that one day people can see me for who I am and to know that I am human like everyone else. My pain keeps me from showing it in front of others but I want to work on changing that. I don't want to feel like showing emotions is always weakness. I want to have that special relationship between a daughter and father, also to have a wonderful relationship with my future husband and to be best friends.
Well, it is late but more to come about Simplicity.
Peace and Blessing to All!!!
--post From My iPhone
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